Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
WHY KEEP A MAGICAL RECORD?
The magical record, or diary, is the foundational stone of Crowley’s system of Scientific Illuminism, as stated overtly in the A.’.A.’., but also present in O.T.O. and E.G.C. Again and again Crowley stresses the importance of keeping a regular log of one’s magical experiments and experiences. In his book, Aleister Crowley and the Art of the Magical Diary (Weiser 2006), James Wasserman describes five reasons to keep a magical record, to which I would add two more:
1. Scientific Illuminism. The motto of the A.’.A.’. is “The method of Science, the Aim of Religion.” This implies a certain approach to the business of enlightenment. The scientific method, with its process of observation, hypothesis, deduction, and testing, comes to mind, but this is approach is incongruous when it comes to the human spirit and evolution of the soul. To Crowley, its function falls more in line with the doctor who follows the progress of a disease on his patient’s chart, or a business man who follows the course of his company in its financial reports and books. The remaining four reasons Wasserman gives also relate to Scientific Illuminism, in that the record is necessary to monitor where you are and where you have been as you make your way forward.
2. Spiritual Honesty. In this line of work it is easy to exaggerate your success. It is equally easy to minimize it, depending on your general outlook. The magical record, as long as it is kept in the spirit of a disinterested scientific observer, goes a great way in keeping the magician who exists outside the record honest. As Crowley wrote in John St. John, “This, by the way, is the supreme use of a record like this. It makes it impossible to cheat oneself.” Moreover, this spiritual dishonesty might not even be conscious, but a defense mechanism of operating below the surface of the mind: “The great obstacle is the phenomenon called Freudian forgetfulness; that is to say, that, though an unpleasant experience may be recorded faithfully enough by the mechanism of the brain, we fail to recall it, or recall it wrong, because it is painful.” (Magick in Theory & Practice, p. 51.)
3. States of Mind in Magick. The states of mind one experiences in magical exploration, especially as the rational realms are left behind, defy clear and concise description. This is the ineffable nature of the Gnosis, and it accounts for much of the vagueness of Crowley’s advanced writing. A magus standing above the Abyss has great difficulty in communicating effectively to those still below. On a more mundane level, the practitioner enters states of consciousness where the clarity of vision grows increasingly dark as he returns to the normal state, much like a dream makes perfect sense until one wakes and it begins to fade until only the scantest glimmers remain. Regular practice of the magical record, especially immediately after experiments, helps keep the door open longer so more information may be recorded.
4. Clarification Writing Brings to an Issue. This is true elsewhere besides in magick. The rational brain, engaged in forming words and coordinating the eye and hand movement necessary to transfer those words to the page, lets down its guard, and the subconscious, or perhaps the Holy Guardian Angel, sends forth a bolt of light that splits open a puzzle, or leads the magician to a new path of inquiry.
5. Teacher and Student. The system of A\A\ is based on the guru-chela system whereby a practitioner one level higher guides the student based on what she sees are the strengths and weaknesses of the student’s magical record. One need not be involved in such a relationship to benefit from this aspect of the magical record. In a sense, as one progresses, one’s current self is the guru and the former self is the chela. In a manner less disruptive of the space-time continuum, however, one can see areas of difficulty in one’s progress as seen in the record, and then ask for outside help to those further along the path. This does not establish a guru-chela experience, but it is somewhat in keeping with its nature.
6. Inertia. Many remember only the first half of the scientific definition of inertia, “A body at rest tends to stay at rest.” The second half, “a body in motion tends to stay in motion,” is equally true. Just as it takes more energy to change a body from a static to a kinetic state, it takes less energy to maintain a moving body in its kinetic state. In a vacuum it would take no energy at all. In the physical realm of friction, gravity, and other distractions, some energy is required to keep up one’s practice, but it gets much easier after one invests the initial energy to start. Thus, keeping a magical diary perpetuates itself. Having access to three volumes of a record, for example, and being able to refer back to chart one’s successes and failures, and past experiments, pulls the benefits of the magical record together into a palpable tool. For this reason, electronic formats, such as Facebook and blogs are not good media for magical records (also, they are impermanent and the fear of outside monitoring might lead to self-censorship, a deadly enemy of progress).
7. Past life recall. For those who believe in reincarnation, each individual is the confluence of two streams: the family from which one descended, and the line of incarnations of which one’s current life is the most recent avatar. In Magick Without Tears, Crowley writes,
It is absolutely essential to begin a magical diary, and keep it up daily. You begin by an account of your life, going back even before your birth to your ancestry. In conformity with the practice which you may perhaps choose to adopt later . . . , you must find an answer to the question: “How did I come to be in this place at this time, engaged in this particular work?” As you will see from the book, this will start you on the discovery of who you really are, and eventually lead you to your recovering the memory of previous incarnations.
GETTING STARTED WITH YOUR MAGICAL RECORD
Liber E vel Exercitiorum sub figurâ IX describes the minimum requirements for a magical record for purposes of A.’.A.’.:
It is absolutely necessary that all experiments should be recorded in detail during, or immediately after, their performance.
It is highly important to note the physical and mental condition of the experimenter or experimenters.
The time and place of all experiments must be noted; also the state of the weather, and generally all conditions which might conceivably have any result upon the experiment either as adjuvants to or causes of the result, or as inhibiting it, or as sources of error.
Whatever one choses to include, for the individual practitioner who seeks to create a personal reference tool, the magical record must be consistent.
Conventions
For those magicians in O.T.O., certain conventions are observed. For example, in listing the date of an entry, a practitioner might indicate the vulgar date (May 8, 2012) for quick reference, but also the Thelemic (IV:xx, ☉ in 18° ♉: ☽ in 26° ♐ : dies Martis) date for more esoteric purposes. Habitual rituals, such as Liber Resh, the Thelemic solar adoration, can be added as shorthand. For example, in my magical record, I record daily Resh practices as [EARTH SIGN]R, [AIR SIGN]R, [FIRE SIGN]R, and [WATER SIGN]R, depending on which station of the Sun is involved. One could also use glyphs and symbols to represent atmospheric conditions and moods, things which are to be noted without getting bogged down in detail.
Codes
In the previous section, glyphs and symbols were used to denote events and phenomena important only for their having occurred. Had more importance attached to them, such as a performance of Resh that had unusual results, it would be entered into the record in detail rather than as simply a symbol. There are other times, however, when coding is necessary to keep one’s record secret. Secrecy is an important tool in this Work. For example, were one practicing in an unenlightened land where the laws might oppress those whose experiments run afoul of prevailing mores, the need for such coding is evident. In Crowley’s magical diaries of 1923, he used the astrological symbol for Aquarius to represent heroin and the symbol for Leo to represent cocaine. In his magical diary, the Elizabethan magician Dr. John Dee represented the exchange of wives with Edward Kelley (as recommended by an Angel) with an X. These examples suffer somewhat, as the drugs Crowley took were legal at the time, but illegal now, and while adultery was once punishable by death, it is now just a civil matter, if anything at all. Perhaps a better example is Samuel Pepys, the eighteenth century member of British Parliament who kept one of the world’s most famous diaries. He wrote his record in naval shorthand, of sexual liaisons and, more obscurely, of his masturbatory habits. By no means am I suggesting that practitioners should conduct lurid cocaine-fueled sexual escapades and write about it in their records. That sort of behavior, especially in our day of neo-Puritanism and excess as entertainment, would only tend to lead the searcher away from enlightenment rather than to it, but that is the subject of another essay. My purpose in mentioning coding is to help keep the magical record safe from prying eyes that might interfere with your practice. On a more intimate level, such coding helps distance the observer from the observed, even when they are both the same person. In other words, if you have a practice that, while perfectly legal in the confines of your own home, but embarrassing or even dangerous if commonly known, coding assists in the recordkeeping process so important to this particular line of attainment. This holds true even if the embarrassment and danger exists only in one’s own mind. The first cautious steps of a novice record keeper will be made more sure with the protective armor coding affords, whether it is really needed or not. If you do engage in coding, however, keep a key somewhere safe until you are thoroughly versed in your own system.
Love is the law, love under will.






